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Heart bleeding
10:39, Friday, October 3, 2008
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Heart bleeding She whether piece have one's mind stuffed with romantic originally, full of more girl of illusion to life, before being N annual, bring one's own dream and parents to come to the alien land of strange land outside several thousand lies alone to her not giving up.
In her eyes, so long as with him, no matter what is done are all happy. Their life is simple but very happy, they hope to live all one's life like this.
Some day later, she suddenly found, in short a few days, he changed, another woman appears in their life, he begins to try every possible means, find out different reason and is left by her, she, for the hard struggle of this emotion which has insisted on a few years, still for his doing everything quietly, hope to keep his heart here, she believes all the time, he is just making a joke, he will not like other women, has broken her dream completely in but his a word. He says to her: You have not dignity at all alive. She is disappointed completely, all she have done for him, it was such a a word that was brought. In this way, they separate ......
Whom time pass very fast, flash several years, during these years, she gob-struck, pressure and grieved to tell parents of life she, weaving a lie beautiful for them, she lives a simple life by oneself, though she like other man, her own parcels like injured hedgehog tightly once too, she only thinks just like this, a simple man's life goes down. During these years, she has changed a lot too, is no longer that that has one's mind stuffed with dreamlike girls, it is very strong and change, anything no longer depends on others' capable woman, can't originally find she in the direction, have gone to a lot of places by oneself, unhappy each time, she spend several hour, go to river edge sit alone, voice to listen to river. The wonderful and breath of the nature, moulding her sentiment, slowly, she begins to laugh heartily again, in others' eyes, she is an optimistic woman full of vigor.
However, on her bottom of heart, the accident that time, generally twine her like the nightmare all the time.
During these years, he after separating, begins to look for her later again, wants and she is together again, she injured greatestly, but unable to open the heart again, accepts him, wanting to give him a chance again and again, but she does not know why, her heart is aching for him indistinctly all the time, can but can't do and can live again. The simplest shaking hands while even living before, she felt very difficult, not to mention the others. She is suspecting whether there is a question in one's own psychology.
In this way, having passed for one year again, at last one day, she promised him, forgot it in the past, resume, she begins the life to them to long for again ...... And share this happiness together with everybody.
They are discussing together when to take the photograph of wedding gauze kerchief, when to get married etc., that is what any woman dreams of.
However, soon, he was not hot and loyal any more to originally discuss the good thing that it seemed that she found, make a phone call to one's own he often, a long time phone, it is after the two three too in the past for oneself not to phone, he evades and has a thing to hang, she does not understand what the matter is.
At last, under the questioning repeatedly of her, she understood: Originally he has known a man divorcing, that man still lives with the former wife after divorcing, introduce he to one's own former wife, he think he life style of friend very kind, have separated and does not do couple, can become brother and sister like friend. He can give up the time to date with her, takes pictures for that friend's daughter, and say to her, so long as she is willing, he would like to do that child's father. She could hardly believe this is true. She feels very helpless. The friend lets her look for his having a talk conscientiously, say that should stay with him. She does, but the reply that he gives to her is, other people say they are together may not be the best choice, moreover, why want it together for such a long time, a lot of people but separated after becoming reconciled, he has no emotion to her, some are only reasons such as responsibility,etc., but there is not answer together or not together which she wants all the time. Repeated getting several times is all similar reasons. She is desperate to life again.
She does not understand, why not decide the time by oneself, but he insists on, it is the best choice that it is together to think two people, but when she reaches a decision and finds lost life again, he is stalling off with various reasons that is not the reason.
The accident this time, let her originally tired out heart feel more tired even more, her life, got back to several years ago like that again, closed oneself in that small space all day, it is unwilling to exchange with anyone, lick and wipe away that heart bleeding with the tear alone.
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